Amidst a lot of havoc, my comrades happened to dial my number to ask me what I was up to this New Year. Like always, I shook my head (to myself) and said, “No plans as yet.” To make that sound all the more cooler I added “Come on! I don’t formulate plans! I take things as they come.” But the fact vestiges that, nothing really comes my way.
With much incredulity, they chose to say “Suit yourself Madame. But are you like really sure, you can’t go out?” I was damn sure of that! Like the rest of the adolescent population, I didn’t like to hang out and bash like a wild animal. It somewhat didn’t match my socializing prospect
A few weeks back, I realized my potential in the party sphere. I felt so out of place! Insecure.. Great mixed emotions flooded me. I couldn’t dance outrageously like the rest of the world, I couldn’t swig and act hay wire! I couldn’t pass out and get noticed, I couldn’t scandal about my best friends, I couldn’t plan on hitting on guys, I wouldn’t do tap dance coz’ I’m not stable.. Phew! There were, indeed, a lot of “NOTS”.. That’s what I reputed. But I was erroneous, there was something most o’ them there lacked, they lacked certain qualities which a civilization by and large prescribes, a society imposes to be followed, The culture demands disregarding the evolutionary changes in the contemporary urbanized era. I was stable, in my senses, while most of the rest were not, I knew my friends and I knew how they’d take me, bitching about them, so I did not, that made me stand out from the throng.
So this party scene... It’s really just a parable to hurl work for the day/night (as the case maybe) and hit the rocks to party hard, bawl lungs, splurge a lot, and wish to earn more than that... And so forth!
You might as well be wondering why I’m writing this. Coz’ I love to besides, coz’ I wanted to. :P
So what did I do on New Year’s Eve? Had an online party with depressed souls, as myself... Lol! Bought a brand new guitar, and chatted up with all my ol’ buddies... Planned to sleep early, but well, couldn’t really!! That’s about it... Makes it another day of the year... New surprises, New gifts yet to be received (waiting) so I’ll just take it like this, it’s being wrapped for me, Moments of happiness... And a complete cluster of moments of a life time... 2008 is here!!
